work is busy. i'm busy. this past month it's been crazy busy.

my company is laying off 10% of it's entire global workforce (over the entire year) and it's quite frightening. i have been told that, while nothing is guaranteed, i shouldn't have to worry. i'm doing a lot of production work, so if i was let go, who would do it? (i guess whomever was doing it before, hunh.)

but it's scary because cavin and i are in the process of looking for a house and i don't know what we would do if i lost my job. we did find a house that we liked, very much, but after a second viewing and my dad pointing out that there might be structural damage to the house (floors were sagging and were being held up by 2x4s in the basement), and the fact that the price wasn't right, we lost our nerve and renegged on making an offer. so, we're still searching around for our new home (oh, excuse me. i meant to say, "our new home is still waiting for us to find it")

my family life has been, for lack of a better word: dramatic. some members are boycotting events, others are acting like greedy bitches, another is being brainwashed by his parents, cousins are moving across the country, and two of my immediate family members have been in the hospital over the past 2 weeks. it's been a bumpy road, seriously.

so between my family, the house hunt, and my really busy work schedule, i haven't had time for anything else (fun).

oh, i guess, except for rock band!

Labels: chaos, random, work